Topic of the month...(edited from the last post)

Remember people around you.. don't be Emotional...
Smile....people smile people.....

Haiz... Recently at Mcdonald's suddenly i become a "hot topic" again. BUT this time its not any scandal with the girls.. Its a negative topic revolving around me. There was once is feel so SUCK and felt totally Sad and Upset...LOTS of people had talk AND wrote alot about me on their blog... There's alot of people saying that i had... "CHANGE". Just how do you think of me... By the way, they dont know how come i can be "bossy" now, and directing people to sweep and mop, stock-up and 'Clean As You Go'(CAYG). Acting like a Crew leader or manager is that what you guys are thinking!!! Actually my working experience at Mcdonald's till now is just 5 month plus only. In January, i still remember starting to join Mcdonald. BUT why did i wanted to join Mcdonald's..? Someone had ask me this question before... (I really have thought of this question before) All the recollection are reappearing in my brain...... The reason is very simple.. I only wanted to make friends AND learn how to speak english. Because i don't have any local education in Singapore and i also don't have Any Friends in Singapore that can go out with. So, i'm too bored in Singapore, i also know English Language is very important in Singapore. BUT also it's also my Biggest Problem. IF i still want to stay in Singapore, then Must learn how to speak GOOD English. Talking is the first step... BUT i don't know who to talk to..... Very very sad... So i decided to interview at Mcdonald's.... By doing so, maybe i can make friends and learn English. This was my first thinking for joining Mcdonald's. I was lucky that i can come LOT1 Mcdonald's to work. Because they don't mind that i don't know how to speak GOOD english. Before that, i had gone to Jurong East, Bukit Batok And Bukit Gombak Mcdonald's for interview. And ask me to go back first, wait forthem to call.... BUT in the end... all did not accept me, still got one store manager said this words to me "Erm.. Sorry, we cannot take you, because you don't know how to speak english". But i said i can learn, but still he never give me any chance... This is very hurting to me at that time.... i'm very blur~~ AND i'm really a slow learner.. so everytime let my personal trainer (jessica) angry until she cannot tahan!!!! want to go die liao!!! (haha). By the way, i really want to thank her, she is a good trainer!!! Really teach me alot of things When i start to learn Counter and Runner, she is my trainer, when i learn Kitchen she is also my trainer. Of course, she was very not willing to teach me, beause i'm not really very earnest to learn everything. Just play play around and casual...??? That's she knew AND i also admit la. BUT she will still used strict ways to train me, then i always get scolding from her. (haha). Actually i'm a troublesome person to 2 people at Mcdonald's before, then i also always kena scolding from him. I don't follow SOC, then just do things my own style He is a Floor Manager(FM) that taught me... i cannot do very well. Then i was a very very shy person... How come i can be 'bossy' and directing ppl to do thing..? Because i'm VERY close with the managers? The answer is NO!!! Actually, i knew i really don't have any influence AND qualification to ask people to do things for me... The reason being that i'm just a McCafe BEANIE only. From what i know, basically when we don't have customers, Sorry.. Can i said when you guys are very "free"? Just stand there and chat with friends or play play nothing to do right? Did you think about CAYG or stock-up...? Maybe you guys just come to work find friends, then time-up go home together... dont need to care too much about store, just come and earn money. Right? I'm not saying that cannot play when you guys are working, at least do something BUT i know i"m not totally right too.. So, now i want apologize to EVERYONE..... I did alot of things the wrong way.. Firstly is MY attitude got problem... i still cannot control my temper.. LoL...
Here.... i want to thank you guys that's still willing to remind me......WHAT SHOULD i do next????
LOST!!!!!!!