How to Find My Propelling Force at Store..?

After 4 days holiday, i'm totally don't have ANY mood to work. MAYBE i had really lose my propelling froce at store. I'm really won't hoping anyone AND requests others can reach that's "STANDARD" I wanted. Try to laying down. When peak hours someone trying to tell me this word; "Aiya.. Relax lar" (Everyone would like to tell to me) Can you guys try to understand.. Why i'm so anxious about it..? Haiz.. Like what kaixin said dont care too much la.. I'm really really dont want like that!!!!! BUT......" really susah la at store" Starting to confused on my mind.. Maybe on the Manager or Crew leader ways.. I'm going to correct way. By the way, as a new crew i'm totally over AND arrogant. That's what you guys said. Really is i'm wrong..? or .. right? Confused.. Confused again. Temporarily DON'T BOTHER about it ba.... Take a rest first...